Oh my goodness does time pass at a snails pace when you are keeping (trying extremely hard) a secret. It also passes really slowly when your daughter tells you 2 days before her missed period that she is pregnant. That is going to make for a long 9 months!
With each passing day my excitement at the thought of having a grandchild grows and grows. It is very hard to see Emily so guarded, and keeping her excitement contained. I completely understand, but it pains me to see her want to get excited and being so affraid to do so. Being gun-shy makes things very difficult. I am anxious for her to get thru Sunday and see her breath a sigh of relief. I know that she is aware that nothing is for sure, but after the first experience, getting this first week under her belt will make her feel better.
It has been a week since she found out. She seems to be on tract. He bloodwork all came back in normal ranges, and things going on in her body are all lead seeming to a point to good pregnancy. Of course like life itself, things can turn on a dime. In the meantime we pray hard for an easy, complete pregnancy an a healthy baby.
I can hardly wait to "get some sugar" and stare into the eyes of my baby's baby.
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